Last. Post. Ever.

A glimpse into our beautiful last day in South Africa...

Kirstenbosch Botanical Gardens

Cheers to an incredible journey!

For someone who almost always has something to say, I have been sitting in the same place, staring blankly at my computer screen, for too long. My thoughts just keep wandering. Maybe it hasn’t hit me that I am heading home, or maybe reflecting on this experience is more difficult than I expected, but I just keep sitting here.

Writing a final blog post makes the end final. Pretty simple except I'm not sure what comes after the "final" part. I am excited for what is ahead, but I have been experiencing a slightly uncomfortable feeling which I decided is masked fear. When you verbalize your fears about change, they sound silly. My head knows I have overcome change many times before, but my heart seems to need a chance to catch up.

Studying abroad and living on my own made me feel unique. It was unique. So am I no longer unique if I am not doing that anymore? Even though there will be another group of students completing the program next semester,  just like our experiences were different from those who participated before us, these new students will have different experiences too. I think a lot of college students think if they are not doing something "cool" with their lives then they are missing out. You don't have to go to another country to be cool or make a difference. This experience has helped me define who I am and who I want to be, but it has shown me that life is what you make it. If I want adventure, I will find it in Georgia... while I save up for another trip to South Africa. ;)

So, here is to everyone who has taken the time to read my blog and share in this incredible 4 month  journey- Thank you! 

Thank you for caring about me and for your many prayers for safety and perseverance. The Lord blessed me with incredible friendships, opportunities to trust him fully, and gave me the confidence I needed to complete my college degree and use it!

My college experience had some really low points, but without those trials I never would have applied for the COST program, and I wouldn't be coming home the person I am now. I have gained a completely new perspective. I am grateful for God's sovereignty and that his plan is always better than my own.

I will really miss the friends we have made here, my incredible roommates, and of course my Grade 1 class.

I have a feeling this won't be the last time South Africa sees my face!

Love, 

Casey :)

Last dinner in South Africa with my best friend! Love you Ray!